I'm so fucking broken right now.  Waited forever, it seems, for someone to get me.  I think we crave understanding.  I got it.  I wanted it all the time.  I fucked it up.  It's over.  I'm a fucking mess.  How do you put yourself back together?  Can't get those walls back up.  I'm fucking lost.  I don't even know this person.  I stand by what I've all along.  I don't ever want to feel.  I let it happen once.  That's it for me.  I'm done...