I'm involved in a group.  It's a dandy little group of like minded peeps wishing to continue on sharing their heritage.  It's called Red River Powwow Association.  I'm the newly appointed Vice President even though I wasn't raised in my culture (yes it kills me inside) and mostly feel like a giant phoney.  I'm learning things slowly but there is always going to be a sense of separation.  It could be all in my head but I don't think all of it is...
Anyhow this association has been keeping me sane for awhile.  There are some good people out there that will have your back at a moments call.  I hope to be like that someday.  There is also that tinge of high school drama that is annoying as fuck and the same time it's amusing because if all I had to worry about in life was that dumb shit then life would be pretty damn easy!  Ha! So we have two powwows coming up along with a conference that could be promising.  At least I think it will open the pathways that need to be opened and set up the future with a good starting block and map.  Sometimes it's the little things that make the most impact and one life that is touched is better than none.  That old saying about being the world to one person is most certainly true and it should be what we strive for as human beings.
With that same thought in mind I want to bring up another discussion I had with my sisters.  People will come and go and that is the nature of the world.  Nothing stays gold forever and we have to learn or teach and let go.  That being said I can tell you that I have learned a lot from the people I have come across and the people that I've permanently cut out of my life.  If you eat a toxic plant you will become infected by the poison, ensuring your demise.  Suck the poison out and never touch that plant again!  On to more fun things.

Austenland the movie was awesome, that blonde girl (Sticklers mom) is friggin' hilarious in everything she does.

Steven King's Doctor Sleep wasn't as creepy as I hoped and reminded me a lot of Koontz, shall try his earlier works.

I'm wearing cat pajamas!

Insomnia is the mother of all beasts.  I am exhausted and my body is sore and still I sit at this computer typing away whatever random thought comes in my mind, with a smile I might add, because at least I'm typing! 

I have to be up in four hours so I'm going to try the bed thing again!  I will be with you guys shortly and will bring a little story to cheer you.  The giant story is still sleeping and doesn't wish to be disturbed.

Much Love...Warrior On.