Soooo...as a person that has had a pretty rough go at life I've sworn off any emotional connections with anyone. I'm amazing at keeping people at bay and only allowing them to see what I want them to. Until. One scrawny white boy full of problems came and filled every thing that I didn't even know I needed filled. He stole my heart in about four hours and filled me with confusion and happiness. I have no idea what is going on, I have no idea where this is going but I do know that I'll have a lifelong friend in this guy that I didn't even know was possible. Although we're both getting warned in the same exact words to "guard ourselves" I feel the desire to just plunge in (also so not me) and screw the consequences. I do believe the Creator puts people in peoples lives for a reason. I'm noticing little things. Before I met him I had so much stress in my back that it hurt all the time and would sometimes have spasms that would wake me in the middle of the night. When I'm around him, my back suddenly stops hurting. I'm happier. He gets me and I get him and that is probably the best feeling in the world. I don't know how many times I just wished for someone to get me. Prayed for it even. And finally I just gave up on it. I figured some people are supposed to go at this world alone, they're the ones that have to make the tough choices, the ones that don't think they have anything left inside of them. I think something amazing just happened. Two of those people may have been brought together. We just might make a whole someday.
That is your cheese for the day.
Warrior on.
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